I had to cancel our attempt for this month. I realized I would likely be out of town when the insemination would need to take place...and, well, I don't have a stand-in uterus.
And I need to wean off some medication (Pa.xil) and caffeine...so I guess it's for the best.
So why am I still disappointed?
I also realized I'm scared. Like really, really scared. What if it doesn't work? What if it does? It's been so long since I've faced the IF fear, I've fogotten how awful it is.
In the meantime, I'm continuing to be thankful for all that I have - B, Sherbie, the dogs, and the rest of my family.
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4 bazillion swimmers:
No, the fear never goes away. I don't wanna b.s. you about that.
How goes the weaning?
Wuv you. Here for you always.
I have an appointment next week to discuss the medication weaning...and I'm making a little bit of progress on the caffeine (ignore the coffee cup in front of me right now).
Thank you so much for your support - wuah!
I can totally understand the boat you are in. Weaning off of anything BLOWS! But I know you are equal to the task.
Been catching up on your posts - I'm so excited for you! Eeeeeek! I know its nerve wrecking...I can't even imagine delving back into the IF party...But on the other hand how thrilling! Can't wait to read all about your next beautiful adventure. :)
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